Monday, July 18, 2011

Crossing boundaries.


June 29, 2011
We went out to breakfast with my moms dad and his wife, my aunt Melanie and two of her daughters, Melissa and Christina. Then we drove from Corona California to Flagstaff, AZ on just 5 hours of sleep because it was so late when we got in last night.

yup.

June 27, 2011
I broke up with Joe today. There are lots of very logical answers as to why, but nobody really needs to know those, now do they? Last night in my bed, which of course meant no sleep at all and I just stared at the empty walls all night. There's something humbling about that. My life that I've built up for 18 years was in that room, and now it;s gone. It's strange to fathom. Life will be good, I'll get a job and enjoy being young and being alive. 

i'm leavin' on a jet plane, don't know when i'll be back again

Growing old with you.

June 26, 2011
It's a bittersweet symphony that's life. 
So excited to go, heartbroken that I have to leave. 

Guess who has TONS of catching up to do?

June 25, 2011
This was quite a full day. It comprised of packing and more packing. Going to attend my partner in crimes birthday party, running into an unsuspected guest for which I am very flattered. And visiting my favorite place one last time. Someday I'll come back, but for now, I'll miss you all dearly. Thanks for coming to see me, Pat.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Vacation time

Hey everyone of my 5 followers, I'm just letting you all know that here I am in Corona California vegging on my aunts couch. I've been to the beach two days in a row and went to church with my moms dad and his wife today then out to dinner for some quality chat and get to know you time. It's been such a fantastic vacation and driving up to Utah was such a blast to just spend some great time with my mom and we've had such a great time! Only Friday I burned both of the backs of my legs so bad that I hobble when I walk and I rarely can stay in the same position long because it gets stiff then makes it excruciating to move afterwards. My mom didn't want my grandma worried about it so I had to act normal while we were out. haha I'm not trying to be a big baby, but there you go. Vacation is wonderful and I can't believe that I'm actually moved out of my house forever. I'm sure I'll be back to visit, but for now I go wherever the winds carry me. That's the greatest thing about being my age, I can make all kinds of dumb decisions, but they're my decisions! I can screw up so many times then choose a different way if I want to, not saying that's what I'll do, I'm just saying that the possibility is out there to go so many new and exciting places.
Confession time. Recently I invited scumbag back into my life, only he's not scumbag anymore. He's actually a really great friend who listens when I rant about whatever I happen to be interested in at the time. I'm doing really well about being realistic about whatever happens and whatever he says. I'm not in love with him like I once was, granted I love him, but I'm not IN love with him. There you go. He gives me someone worthwhile to talk to on the long days we've been having.
ANYWAY I'm going to get to bed before I pass out on the couch. We're going to Disneyland tomorrow and I'm so freaking excited!! then I actually move into my new home on Friday. Whoo hoo! The last 3 weeks in pictures to come as soon as I work the internet out at my new place.
Goodnight world!