Nightmares

 

April 14, 2011

All I wish for these days is a beautiful camera much like one of these so I can finally quit feeling like I can't show anyone my pictures. I love taking pictures and I shouldn't feel ashamed of showing them off, but my picture quality is just so low compared to others. oh well. 

I feel bad because I've been snapping at everybody lately. It's not intentional, it's just sort of been happening. Then I immediately regret it and I don't know why it happened. I think it might be because of the lack of real sleep. tonight I'm staying at the house alone so we'll see how that goes. How lame am I? I'm 18 years old and my parents go out of town for the weekend and the biggest plans I have are to do the dishes and eat a whole tub of ice cream. woot woot! yeah I should probably thank my lucky stars that I'm not like most people my age. Oh well. I played volleyball at the church tonight after work for an hour. It was a lot of fun, I just have to work on being aggressive on the court.. I'm really bad at that and have always been bad at that. We'll see how next time goes. 

Mostly I just want to skip school tomorrow to sleep, but I won't.